Sarangul chalmoru gesseo
Ireoke tagaol choolnan molrasseo
Ne maum cho cheodoo sarang ap¡¯eseo nun ne ddusde ro andwae
Iral chol arradeo ramyeon
Chumpoot¡¯eo shijak hajido anhasseo
Pabo cheo reom i je waseo ya nan i nujun hoohenun hago isseo
Niga sarangi deji anhgilul pireosseo
No man un chardero ani gilul pireosseo
Neon sarangi anil geolrago soo do opshi narul sogyo wasseo
Chamshi su ch¡¯yeo ganun in yeon igil paresseo
Ap¡¯un sang cheo man nege namgyo chilt¡¯enikka
Hajiman almyonseodo neo ye modun geoshi yogshimina
Cha ggoo sulp¡¯eo jyo
Cheol motden shi seo i reo go
Kureoke shipke senggan hessa nunde
Eonjedun poo nun soo issul kkeorago nanmi teosseo nunde
Eo ddeoge nan heya harji eodiseo poo t¡¯eogeo jal motoen geon ji
I sarangun pihe ya hanunde
Nimo dunge neomoo guri wojyo
Niga sarangi deji anhgilul pireosseo
No man un chardero ani gilul pireosseo
Neon sarangi anil geolrago soo do opshi narul sogyo wasseo
Chamshi su ch¡¯yeo ganun in yeon igil paresseo
Ap¡¯un sang cheo man nege namgyo chilt¡¯enikka
Hajiman almyonseodo neo ye modun geoshi yogshimina
I jen neo ani myon a moo uimi onnunde
I je nado nalul eojolsuga onnunde
Neolul ji wa yameon handeo nun sashilnuri o nul do nal
Deo him dul ge hae
Suddenly, got SMS that tomorrow going to have a test for Records management subject. My God!! Why so sudden? Alamak.. where are my notes..?? =p
Records management handbook.
Tak Habis Ku Berfikir
Sampai Bila Begini, Ku Menanti
Rasakan Indahnya Cinta…
Chorus
Ku Cuba Selalu Untuk Mengerti
Tapi Tak Mampu Bertahan Lagi
Akanku Jalani Hidup
Mengabdi Cinta Yang Pantas Untukku
Ikatan Cinta Sudah Berakhir
Buah Hati kan Menjadi Saksi
Hanya Waktu Menemani
Biar Kenangan Tersimpan Dihati
Oh…oh…oh…
Mengapa Pertengkaran Selalu Ada Antara Kita
Dan Begitu Mudahnya Kau Ucap Kata Ingin Berpisah
Seharusnya Kau Tahu, Takkan Semudah Itu
Bila Memang Kau Tulus Mencintaiku…
A song by Siti nurhaliza
Yahaa~ Don't know why for suddenly, I'm thinking of my favorite Mc D's burger- Quarter pounder.Mengapa kini terjadi diakhir waktu
Kala percintaan kita menuju gerbang
Berkali ku memujuk berkali ku rayu
Teguh pendirian sukar digoyah
Ku tangisi khilafnya diri
Sungguh aku bukan insan sempurna
Ku akui sakitnya hati
Menyakiti hatimu berulang kali
Penyesalan kini tiada berguna
Ku melangkah dengan sejuta rasa
Rasa yang hanya ku seorang tahu
Semoga pengajaran bererti ini
Bisa membuatkan diri dan hatiku
Merenung hikmah disebaliknya
Walaupun jauh disudut hati
Ingin kembali bersamamu
Berkongsi waktu
Namun ku serahkan pada Ilahi
Menentukan semua akan berlaku
Notes: To a friend, I dedicate this song for you. I'm sorry for everything that had happened between us. This is not what I want.
I hope we will be like before. Promise, it will never happen again. I do love you. Please do accept my apology.. At least, reply the sms.
The number of companies claiming to provide records management services continues to increase daily. It would appear that anyone with a warehouse and a van is offering this service but is it as simple as a warehouse and a van?
In the past when companies were looking for solutions to remove or reduce costs from their business, their first port of call was to remove old files from their expensive office space and put them into deep storage in a remote warehouse where the price was low and access was minimal.
Over the years, legislation has evolved to such an extent that companies have had to be far more diligent in the way in which they manage their corporate records; with stringent retention policies, group standards, and procedural compliance, all being created to adhere to the ever changing legislative requirements.
Understandably, as a direct consequence, technology too has developed in leaps and bounds. Companies now require active management; so they can quickly and easily locate and retrieve the information that they are looking for. Not only does this enable organizations to meet their statutory obligations, but can also give them a competitive edge when talking directly to their customers on the phone for example. Storing information is no longer as simple as putting boxes in an dark, remote, warehouse.
All personnel are potential ‘records’ creators and they all need to understand whether the information they are creating needs to be stored securely and confidentially or securely destroyed.
So, to be successful in this business there has to be a high level of trust and confidence in the supplier by the future client.
One needs to be able to create an environment whereby the records are captured, managed and maintained in a consistent manner irrespective of whether they are electronic or paper. Access to documentation needs also to be restricted to authorized personnel only. One of the major barriers that many organizations face is whether they will be able to access their records when required and to ensure that sensitive data will not fall into the wrong hands. A good records management company should be able to guarantee that records will be physically, or digitally, delivered instantly for urgent items but more normally within 24 hours for the majority of documentation.
Information also needs to be held in a secure environment protected against floods, fire, and intruders. For reasons of confidentiality, suppliers should not publicly disclose the identity of their clients to anyone.
In addition to the physical security and protection of the storage environment, documents also need to be shown to be originals, free of alteration; or in the case of soft copy documents, where the original may no longer exist, to be shown as a true facsimile of the original. This may require special management and certainly will need a full audit history as a minimum. Consequently, it is important that a provider is able to adhere to stringent management procedures and controls.
Retention policies must reflect the requirements of law. If the records management supplier is using their systems correctly, they will be able to notify their client when items are falling due for destruction (remember, retaining a document longer than the statutory period is almost as bad as not being able to produce it in the first instance!) Ultimately, the audit trail will result in a Certificate of Destruction being provided to the customer to complete the life cycle of the documentation and to use as evidence that the client has adhered to the principles of their records management programme.
Standing still in this industry is not an option and the goal posts are constantly moving. Simply putting boxes on a shelf and leaving them in perpetuity is no longer acceptable. Destruction review programmes, deep storage solutions, active file management, digitization, integrated IT systems, and much more, are areas that records management companies need to explore.
Despite the records management industry becoming a complex business, the barriers of entry remain very low. Anyone with a good reputation, a structurally sound warehouse and reliable transport network is quite capable of starting a records management business. Industry experts in the UK estimate that the outsourced opportunity lies at some £5 billion. However, the market is very diverse with some industry sectors being extremely well developed with their own records management programmes, whilst others have yet to ‘dip their toe’ into the marketplace.
'Snappy-snappy' while waiting for the turns.
So glad that he just got a normal fever
Arfah and her beloved, Min at White Coffee.
My meal at White Coffee
Ikan merah masak asam
Bahan-bahan:
Cara membuatnya:
Mula -mula, bland bawang putih, bawang merah, halia, dan kunyit sehingga lumat. Kemudian tumiskan di dalam periuk sehingga mengeluarkan bau. Selepas itu, masukkan secawan air, garam, dan asam keping dan dibiarkan mendidih.Kemudian, masukkan ikan dan daun kari. Biarkan sehingga mendidih dan hidangkan.
Sup sayur cendawan
Bahan-bahan:
Cara-cara membuatnya:
Bawang putih dan bawang merah dimayang dan ditumiskan sehingga mengeluarkan bau. Kemudian, masukkan 1 cawan air dan dibiarkan mendidih seketika. Kemudian, masukkan cendawan dan lobak merah dan dibiarkan seketika. Kemudian, masukkan sayur lobak, cili merah dan secubit garam. Setelah mendidih, hidangkan.
Notes: Sorry ya abe shah.. baru post resipi ni kat sini. Actually da post kt wordpress. So lupa nak bagitau. Nanti update resipi taucu plak. hehe.. Selamat mencuba!
Happy 19th Birthday to Epol!!
Santan, pulut and sugar were combined as Pulut Durian
Strawberry ice cream as a dessert
I'm done!!
Created in 2003, Escada Magnetic Beat perfume offers seductive accords of refreshing and invigorating spices with a sensual blend of fruits and florals. Gentle subtle undertones of amber and musk with a touch of vanilla round out the scent, which comes in a romantic pink bottle.
Notes: I wish, one day, I'll get this perfume..
Wow. Now I'm 20. I'm a big girl.
I wish I will found my true happiness and all the sadness will go away by the winds..
I wish I will success in future.
I'm going to make my day as a wonderful day.
Going to make some facial, shopping and make sure that I'll smile for the whole day..
Setelah beberapa hari menyepi, kini aku kembali untuk terus menulis tentang hari-hari aku. Sejak akhir-akhir ini, terlalu banyak perkara yang berlaku di dalam hidupku. Namun, segala yang baik, aku jadikan memori indah dan yang buruk, akan aku jadikan iktibar dan sesuatu yang mematangkan aku.
Sebelum terlupa, aku ingin menghadiahkan Al- Fatihah buat ibu teman karibku, Arfah yang telah kembali ke rahmatullah pada malam jumaat yang lalu. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.
Al Fatihah~
Aku masih teringat akan pertemuan bersama ibunya buat kali terakhir. Ketika aku ingin pulang dari rumahnya, aku bersalaman dan aku genggam tangannya erat-erat seperti berat mahu melepaskan tangannya. Tidak ku sangka, itu adalah genggaman terakhir kami. Aku sayangkan ibu Arfah seperti ibu aku sendiri. Arwah seorang yang sangat baik dan berhati mulia. Takziah buat Arfah dan keluarga.
Ketika ini, aku masih lagi berkecil hati dengan teman-teman di kampus. Namun, akan aku kuatkan semangat. Aku tidak akan berpatah semangat hanya kerana mereka. Chayok!
Pilihan aku untuk menjauhkan diri masih menjadi persoalan di hatiku samada ia pilihan yang baik atau tidak. Sesungguhnya aku memang suka bersendirian tatkala ada kesedihan di hati. Biar sunyi mengubati segalanya.. Aku harus kuat.
Tentang masa silam, aku juga berusaha melupakannya. Masih mencari penawar kelukaan di hati.
Kini, aku perlu bernafas semula. Semoga hari-hari yang indah menemani hidupku..
Sarangul chalmoru gesseo
Ireoke tagaol choolnan molrasseo
Ne maum cho cheodoo sarang ap¡¯eseo nun ne ddusde ro andwae
Iral chol arradeo ramyeon
Chumpoot¡¯eo shijak hajido anhasseo
Pabo cheo reom i je waseo ya nan i nujun hoohenun hago isseo
Niga sarangi deji anhgilul pireosseo
No man un chardero ani gilul pireosseo
Neon sarangi anil geolrago soo do opshi narul sogyo wasseo
Chamshi su ch¡¯yeo ganun in yeon igil paresseo
Ap¡¯un sang cheo man nege namgyo chilt¡¯enikka
Hajiman almyonseodo neo ye modun geoshi yogshimina
Cha ggoo sulp¡¯eo jyo
Cheol motden shi seo i reo go
Kureoke shipke senggan hessa nunde
Eonjedun poo nun soo issul kkeorago nanmi teosseo nunde
Eo ddeoge nan heya harji eodiseo poo t¡¯eogeo jal motoen geon ji
I sarangun pihe ya hanunde
Nimo dunge neomoo guri wojyo
Niga sarangi deji anhgilul pireosseo
No man un chardero ani gilul pireosseo
Neon sarangi anil geolrago soo do opshi narul sogyo wasseo
Chamshi su ch¡¯yeo ganun in yeon igil paresseo
Ap¡¯un sang cheo man nege namgyo chilt¡¯enikka
Hajiman almyonseodo neo ye modun geoshi yogshimina
I jen neo ani myon a moo uimi onnunde
I je nado nalul eojolsuga onnunde
Neolul ji wa yameon handeo nun sashilnuri o nul do nal
Deo him dul ge hae
The only vice that cannot be forgiven is hypocrisy. The repentance of a hypocrite is itself hypocrisy.
Don't practice what you preach if you're not the type of person you preach to.
Suddenly, got SMS that tomorrow going to have a test for Records management subject. My God!! Why so sudden? Alamak.. where are my notes..?? =pRecords management handbook.Tak Habis Ku Berfikir
Sampai Bila Begini, Ku Menanti
Rasakan Indahnya Cinta…
Chorus
Ku Cuba Selalu Untuk Mengerti
Tapi Tak Mampu Bertahan Lagi
Akanku Jalani Hidup
Mengabdi Cinta Yang Pantas Untukku
Ikatan Cinta Sudah Berakhir
Buah Hati kan Menjadi Saksi
Hanya Waktu Menemani
Biar Kenangan Tersimpan Dihati
Oh…oh…oh…
Mengapa Pertengkaran Selalu Ada Antara Kita
Dan Begitu Mudahnya Kau Ucap Kata Ingin Berpisah
Seharusnya Kau Tahu, Takkan Semudah Itu
Bila Memang Kau Tulus Mencintaiku…
A song by Siti nurhaliza
Yahaa~ Don't know why for suddenly, I'm thinking of my favorite Mc D's burger- Quarter pounder.
My God!! Kinda flirting me..huhu.
Feeling want to get it for 'berbuka puasa'.
With apple pie and orange juice. Sllrrpp... ups! :)
Mengapa kini terjadi diakhir waktu
Kala percintaan kita menuju gerbang
Berkali ku memujuk berkali ku rayu
Teguh pendirian sukar digoyah
Ku tangisi khilafnya diri
Sungguh aku bukan insan sempurna
Ku akui sakitnya hati
Menyakiti hatimu berulang kali
Penyesalan kini tiada berguna
Ku melangkah dengan sejuta rasa
Rasa yang hanya ku seorang tahu
Semoga pengajaran bererti ini
Bisa membuatkan diri dan hatiku
Merenung hikmah disebaliknya
Walaupun jauh disudut hati
Ingin kembali bersamamu
Berkongsi waktu
Namun ku serahkan pada Ilahi
Menentukan semua akan berlaku
Notes: To a friend, I dedicate this song for you. I'm sorry for everything that had happened between us. This is not what I want.
I hope we will be like before. Promise, it will never happen again. I do love you. Please do accept my apology.. At least, reply the sms.
For this semester, I'm having a really bad times. I don't know what is going wrong to my life. There's a lot of problems on my shoulders. I don't know what I should think for it. Either I should bear or surrender.
Yes, for the certain part was my fault. I know cause I'm not angle. But do others know what I carry on my shoulders?
I was being too thinking of problems. Maybe I should not tell anyone what I feel. I have to bear and just let the sadness, hurts, madness and whatever feelings be in my heart without pull it out to share.
"semua perkara yang terjadi pasti ada hikmahnya".
Yes, of course I trust it. But sometimes, I don't understand why peoples are clever enough to motivate. But never practice the motivation to their life.
sighs. I feel so down for what had happen in my life now.
Depressed!!
Harini mama masak nasi ayam sebagai juadah berbuka puasa. My favorite meal ever. Kalau mama masak, memang aku takkan tolak dan akan makan sampai dua pinggan. hehe. Tapi, harini aku tak lalu sangat. Tak tahu la.. Mama pun hairan kenapa aku hanya makan sedikit. Aku sendiri pun tak tahu.
Aku rasa mungkin kerana terlalu stress dengan masalah dan sebab itulah aku tak berselera untuk makan seperti biasa. Mama cuba memujuk supaya aku makan lagi walaupun sudah lewat malam begini. Kerana mama tahu yang aku memang payah untuk bangun bersahur. Nanti bimbang aku kempunan nak makan nasi ayam lagi. Yela.. orang jauh dari mama katakan. haha.
Tiba-tiba aku rindukan abang shah, abang yo, abang efi dan adikku, okie. Rindu saat kami menghabiskan masa bersama. Sekarang memang susah untuk bersama. Masing-masing sibuk dengan urusan sendiri. Waktu raya pun sibuk ke rumah kawan-kawan. Tambahan pula cuti yang singkat.
Whatever it is, nanti raya kena spend time sama2. At least a day. Kita kena kotakan hasrat kita untuk gi picnic yea. haha..
The number of companies claiming to provide records management services continues to increase daily. It would appear that anyone with a warehouse and a van is offering this service but is it as simple as a warehouse and a van?
In the past when companies were looking for solutions to remove or reduce costs from their business, their first port of call was to remove old files from their expensive office space and put them into deep storage in a remote warehouse where the price was low and access was minimal.
Over the years, legislation has evolved to such an extent that companies have had to be far more diligent in the way in which they manage their corporate records; with stringent retention policies, group standards, and procedural compliance, all being created to adhere to the ever changing legislative requirements.
Understandably, as a direct consequence, technology too has developed in leaps and bounds. Companies now require active management; so they can quickly and easily locate and retrieve the information that they are looking for. Not only does this enable organizations to meet their statutory obligations, but can also give them a competitive edge when talking directly to their customers on the phone for example. Storing information is no longer as simple as putting boxes in an dark, remote, warehouse.
All personnel are potential ‘records’ creators and they all need to understand whether the information they are creating needs to be stored securely and confidentially or securely destroyed.
So, to be successful in this business there has to be a high level of trust and confidence in the supplier by the future client.
One needs to be able to create an environment whereby the records are captured, managed and maintained in a consistent manner irrespective of whether they are electronic or paper. Access to documentation needs also to be restricted to authorized personnel only. One of the major barriers that many organizations face is whether they will be able to access their records when required and to ensure that sensitive data will not fall into the wrong hands. A good records management company should be able to guarantee that records will be physically, or digitally, delivered instantly for urgent items but more normally within 24 hours for the majority of documentation.
Information also needs to be held in a secure environment protected against floods, fire, and intruders. For reasons of confidentiality, suppliers should not publicly disclose the identity of their clients to anyone.
In addition to the physical security and protection of the storage environment, documents also need to be shown to be originals, free of alteration; or in the case of soft copy documents, where the original may no longer exist, to be shown as a true facsimile of the original. This may require special management and certainly will need a full audit history as a minimum. Consequently, it is important that a provider is able to adhere to stringent management procedures and controls.
Retention policies must reflect the requirements of law. If the records management supplier is using their systems correctly, they will be able to notify their client when items are falling due for destruction (remember, retaining a document longer than the statutory period is almost as bad as not being able to produce it in the first instance!) Ultimately, the audit trail will result in a Certificate of Destruction being provided to the customer to complete the life cycle of the documentation and to use as evidence that the client has adhered to the principles of their records management programme.
Standing still in this industry is not an option and the goal posts are constantly moving. Simply putting boxes on a shelf and leaving them in perpetuity is no longer acceptable. Destruction review programmes, deep storage solutions, active file management, digitization, integrated IT systems, and much more, are areas that records management companies need to explore.
Despite the records management industry becoming a complex business, the barriers of entry remain very low. Anyone with a good reputation, a structurally sound warehouse and reliable transport network is quite capable of starting a records management business. Industry experts in the UK estimate that the outsourced opportunity lies at some £5 billion. However, the market is very diverse with some industry sectors being extremely well developed with their own records management programmes, whilst others have yet to ‘dip their toe’ into the marketplace.
Good morning!
I'm going back to campus. Class is at 2pm.
Actually I feel so lazy to drive.
I have to get ready for the assignments and coming tests.
Sighs. So busy lately..
I have to sacrifice my attendant to Brass band Co curriculum. It has been a couple of weeks I didn't attend to Co cause I'm so busy doing my researches. I'm so sorry to friends and thank you so much for understanding me.
Now thinking of what baju should I pick.. hehe. I have listed for pink, yellow, green and purple. Hmm what about purple? It's lavender colours.
I just got back from accompany my lil brother to the clinic as he got fever.
'Snappy-snappy' while waiting for the turns.So glad that he just got a normal feverWondering why I'm still don't have the strength to stay away from the past memories.
Feeling so guilty to myself.
I had tried but it's still not enough.
I know it was like a myth.
But it leaved me a scar.
No one understands..
I need a help to get the strength..
I want to move on..
Good morning! Harini aku bangun awal. Ada banyak kerja yang harus dibereskan. Kelas is at 2pm. So sempatla nak buat kerja. Kena basuh baju (guna washing machine) tp kena 2 kali sbb baju banyak sgt. pastu nk buat asgment yg lecturer swuh buat mggu lepas. adeh.. lupa lak.. nasib baik, semalam Tini bagitau.
Actually kepala aku ni masih lagi sakit. Penat sebab baru balik dari Ipoh. Sampai pukul 11 semalam. Parents terus hantar aku ke kampus. Sebab bimbang tak sempat untuk ke kelas hari ini. Plus, kereta aku tinggal kat kampus.
Minggu ni aku nak siapkan semua assignment. By hook or by crook, semua kena beres. Banyak lagi kerja yang aku kena buat. Kalau tangguh, bimbang tak terbuat. Minggu depan mungkin aku akan akan start buat research untuk subjek Information Technology, Organization of Information dan Record management. Untuk subjek PC maintenence, aku sudah mendapat idea untuk final project iaitu tentang iPhone.
Tentang practical training selama 5 jam dekat library pun aku belum buat lagi. Sedang menunggu jawapan dari lecturer dan tarikh yang sesuai.
Semalam seorang classmate aku telah disahkan positif H1N1. Aku beristighfar dalam hati. Bagaimanakah keadaan Aishah? Aku baru sahaja mengirimkan sms padanya 3 hari lepas setelah mendapat berita yang dia dimasukkan ke ward kerana demam.
haih.. Sudah banyak kes berlaku mengenai wabak ini. Semakin menular dari hari ke hari.. risau dibuatnya.
Pelajaran pun terganggu kerana terlalu banyak cuti yang perlu dilangsungkan. Aku juga ada terdengar bahawa UiTM akan ditutup selama 1 bulan. Tetapi akan diganti dengan cuti semester. Adeh.. xde cuti semester la jawabnya.. dah la cuti study week dah kena tarik dek cuti seminggu yang lepas.Tapi semua ni khabar angin je. Masih belum tahu hitam putihnya lagi.
Erm petang ni ada pasar malam kat town. Tapi aku tak rasa untuk ke sana. Bila difikirkan, makanan yang dijual tu bersih ke? Tambahan pula dengan musim demam sekarang ni.. Kalau boleh, aku nak bawak semua periuk belanga dan masak je sendiri kat hostel ni.. haha. Tapi..berangan je la.
Ups! kain dah siap.. nak gi amik and jemur then basuh yang second.
To0dlesss!!!
A few pictures have taken when I was in KL with Arfah..
Arfah and her beloved, Min at White Coffee.My meal at White Coffee I'm in kl now.. just arrived at 10.30pm. My parents sent me to Arfah at Jelatek stations. Then they go check in at hotel. I stay with Arfah at bukit Antarabangsa. At last, I have a time with Arfah as I waited for so long.
Arfah invites me go to dinner at her college for tomorrow night. I agreed. But I feel so shy to join actually.
So tomorrow I'll follow Arfah to anywhere..
Tired now.. need to sleep~
Just finished the assignment of IT subject. Have to submit it tomorrow.
And now, got nothing to do.. a little bit bored.
My roommates are watching movie. But I don't feel like want to join. Not interested at the movie.
Maybe going to get some sleep..
Good night!
I just took a quiz about my birthday in my facebook. Let's see the answers..
*sigh* I'm having hard days through this week. I don't know why I'm being so0o0 forgetful. My stuffs are everywhere. I forgot where I put them. Then when I start to find them, my head will be scratched by my nails. Where are they? argghhh~
And now, I lost my pen drive. Its 4gb. Where is it? OMG! What's wrong with me?? why I'm being like this?
This is what Arfah has said to me.. I don't think I'm. Neway, thanks dear. I know you have tried to make me forget all the such things. Don't worry, I'm okay.
"You're pretty and you know it, clap your hands! This is a toast to us, for the men who have us, the losers who had us, and the lucky bastards who are going to meet us!"
what should I say.. I'm so dissapointed of what you have said to me like I was in your game.
Yes, I feel like I was so fool. Did you really played with me? But why? What have I did to you..?
I don't know what I should do then? I thought I'm strong enough to accept the truth. But I'm not. All this while I'm trying to be as honest as I could. I don't know why I always being lied.
All the memories were a lie. Anyway, thanks a lot for made me realize that I was in your game. But I'm still don't know why I was selected.
This is one of my favorite movies. I like the character of Edward(Robert Pattinson) as hero. He is so protective and loving person. He does everything to protect his girl, Bella(Kristen Steward).
I admire the character so much. If I'm Bella, I must be a lucky girl.
Yes, I'm dreaming of a guy like Edward. Love me honestly and never hurt me.hoho..
But its just a dreams. Will I meet a guy like him? (hopefully) . As long as I sincere to my heart and my love, there must be a gold to me.
Can't wait to watch the new Twilight-new moon..
On this weekend I have camping for Brass band corps. But aku tidak bermalam di dalam hutan sebab hutan UiTM is renovated. So semalam aku bermalam di Pusat Islam(Surau) sebagai tempat mengadakan perkhemahan.
Even kami menggunakan sistem sentri dan shift aku adalah pada pukul 2am to 3am, tapi aku tidak tidur for the whole night. Aku hanya melepak bersama rakan-rakan sambil berkongsi cerita masing-masing.
Zam, Wan, Din, Arif, Kak mas, Ira dan Nor rancak berkongsi cerita tentang pengalaman hidup masing-masing sementara aku hanya mendengar dan cuba berfikir (seolah-olah belajar dari pengalaman mereka). Kebanyakan cerita mereka adalah berkaitan dengan cinta. Wahh! Kisah yang tidak jemu untuk aku dengar.
Zam pula tidak puas-puas mengusik aku tentang mencari pasangan. Dan aku hanya memberi reply seperti biasa yang mereka terima, "Belum masanya lagi".
Kami berborak sehingga ke pukul 5am. Kerana tidak dapat menahan dek mengantuk yang teramat, aku meminta diri untuk naik ke atas untuk berehat.
Setelah aku pulang ke hostel untuk mandi dan berehat, aku mendapati Bilik aku bersepah dan tunggang langgang.
"Seronok sangat nak keluar sampai tak sempat nak kemas bilik ke?". Bisikku dan beristighfar dalam hati.
Roomates aku telah keluar untuk makan angin. Biasalah, weekend. Inilah masanya untuk berseronok. Sayangnya aku tidak dapat bersama kerana terpaksa handle camping. Tapi seronok juga bersendirian di dalam bilik. At least, aku dapat privacy untuk be alone as I like to be.
Kemudian, aku memulakan operasi untuk mengemas bilik. Agak penat. Namun aku berpuas hati setelah semuanya kembali clear.
Now aku diberi masa untuk berehat di hostel dan mungkin akan kembali ke tapak camping dalam pukul 11am.Tidak sabar menunggu hari sabtu. Aku ingin berehat sepuas-puasnya dan menikmati saat hujung minggu dengan relax.
When I depressed of something, I'll go shopping alone. Even just for a window shopping. Or I'll drive to anywhere and listen to my favorite songs loudly.
Same like now. I'm so depressed! When I'm hurt with someone, I couldn't talk, listen to them and even see them. Feeling like want to shout loudly to them and say " Shut up!! I don't want listen to you even hear you!".
So to reduce my depressions, I'm listening to my favorite songs loudly from my computers. I put the earphone into my ears. So I can't hear of anything else. Let the songs calming my feelings.
I went out with Ana today. We had makan-makan and a long chat as there was quiet long time we didn't see each other. I bought her a slice of secret recipe's cake as to celebrate her belated birthday. Actually I wanna celebrate it with Arfah too as she got same birthday with Ana. But so sad that Arfah could not join us. But nevermind. At least we had met yesterday.
Tomorrow I'm going back to campus. Class starts at 2pm. So I'll go at 12pm.
I'm dizzy.. don't know why. Maybe don't have enough rest.
I'm on my way back to Kelantan. Actually I'm not satisfied with this vacation. I wanna stay a few days more in KL. But I have to go back. Class will starts on monday.
Last night I went to KLCC to wacth movie- 'Harry Potter' with my brothers. Then this morning I went out with Arfah to accompany her to buy some stuff. I bought some gifts for my friends too.
Waa finally, I got the big license(Malaysian Driving License). Good bye 'P' license. hehe..
So I don't have to worry about 'P' sticker anymore whenever want to drive. I can drive any car, anywhere and anytime. Wow!
Today, when I pick my mum at her office, I met my old classmate, Fatteen. What a suprise! It has been a long time we didn't see each other. She is doing practical there. Well maybe now is practical season for polytechnic students.
I did not have much time to have a long chat with her because I have to go to the JPJ to renew my license with my mum. Maybe tomorrow I'll spend time with her for lunch.
Notes: To my brothers.. pasni, pinjam keta yea.. anytime! hehe.
Hidup ini terlalu complicated bila kita tidak memahami. Memahami apa erti kehidupan, erti cinta, erti persahabatan, erti benci, erti sedih dan sebagainya. Semuanya perlu difahami dengan sebaik mungkin supaya tidak tergelincir dari maksud yang sebenar.
Hidup aku juga pernah menjadi complicated bila aku tidak memahami semua erti-erti dalam hidupku. Walaupun aku telah mencuba, namun ia hanyalah cubaan yang tidak sepenuhnya. Dalam erti kata lain, aku tidak bersungguh-sungguh untuk memahami.
Kini, aku telah terfikir akan semuanya. Apa sepatutnya aku lakukan dahulu. Aku perlu mempunyai pemikiran yang rasional dan memahami.
Dahulu, aku mempunyai seorang sahabat yang rapat denganku. Dia perlukan aku di saat dia kesedihan. Dia cuba meluahkan segala-galanya padaku. Namun, aku tidak cuba memahami dan merasai apa yang dirasai. Aku gagal menjadi seorang sahabat untuknya. Jika aku ketepikan semua perasaanku pada ketika itu dan memahami dirinya, pasti kehidupan akan menjadi baik. Adakah aku perlu ketepikan perasaanku sendiri?
Ya, mungkin aku salah. Aku salah kerana menjadi naif dalam banyak perkara. Aku tidak memahami permainannya. Tapi, adakah aku dijadikan sebagai boneka permainannya?
Kalaulah aku memahami dirinya pada ketika itu..
Namun, semuanya sudah terlambat. Aku tidak dapat memutarkan waktu yang lalu untuk kembali. Aku dan dia tidak ditakdirkan untuk bersama. Biarlah ia menjadi sejarah dalam hidupku. Sekurang-kurangnya ia adalah satu pengalaman yan mematangkan aku.
Kini, aku juga sudah memahami semuanya tentang hidupku.
Aku bersyukur kerana mempunyai keluarga yang menyayangi aku walaupun adakalanya ada pertelingkahan. Biasalah asam garam di dalam rumah tangga. Aku cuba berfikiran positif dan memahami mereka. Aku juga bersyukur kerana mempunyai abang-abang dan adik yang baik, penyayang, nakal, dan funny. Aku terhibur bila ada bersama mereka walau adakalanya aku juga menangis bila disakat mereka. Aku akan ketawa sendirian bila semuanya dikenang.
Semua kenangan di dalam hidupku merupakan pengalaman yang berharga bagiku. Semuanya akan aku jadikan iktibar dan tauladan. Aku akan lebih memahami semuanya..
UiTM has been closed for a week. It is because of there's too many students got fever. But it is not suspected by H1N1.hehe..
So, I have a week to be at home and do what I want. But I don't think I need some rest. I'm still thinking of what should I do for this holiday.
Today, I tidy my room then went out with my mom. I bought a new jeans and dress as I do need it. Oh, my auntie just arrived from Sham Alam by flight. So, maybe tomorrow I'll bring my little cousin, Iqah to tesco. Actually, I had promised her to bring her out on 2 weeks ago when she came here. But, I broke it because I didn't have enough times to spend with her. So tomorow I'll fulfill the promise.
Bytheway, I need to renew my license first. I forgot that the Post Office is not open on weekend. Can't wait to have a big license as I free to drive and do not have to think about 'P' sticker anymore. lalala..
What I'm going to type... hmm..
Last night, a friend told me everything about what have been puzzled in my minds. I have no words to comment. Lazy to think about it anymore. It was such a nightmares.
My life is going fine and smoothly busy. I'm planning for the assignments and researches which I'm going to do. Hopefully it will be going fine. I'll do my best.
Friends.. I'm good with them. No problems. Arfah will come to my place in 1st of August. Luckily its weekend and I'll spend time with her. Can't wait to see her.
Tomorrow I'm going to renew my license. Yesh! I'll not use 'P' sticker anymore.
Ikan merah masak asam
Bahan-bahan:
Cara membuatnya:
Mula -mula, bland bawang putih, bawang merah, halia, dan kunyit sehingga lumat. Kemudian tumiskan di dalam periuk sehingga mengeluarkan bau. Selepas itu, masukkan secawan air, garam, dan asam keping dan dibiarkan mendidih.Kemudian, masukkan ikan dan daun kari. Biarkan sehingga mendidih dan hidangkan.
Sup sayur cendawan
Bahan-bahan:
Cara-cara membuatnya:
Bawang putih dan bawang merah dimayang dan ditumiskan sehingga mengeluarkan bau. Kemudian, masukkan 1 cawan air dan dibiarkan mendidih seketika. Kemudian, masukkan cendawan dan lobak merah dan dibiarkan seketika. Kemudian, masukkan sayur lobak, cili merah dan secubit garam. Setelah mendidih, hidangkan.
Notes: Sorry ya abe shah.. baru post resipi ni kat sini. Actually da post kt wordpress. So lupa nak bagitau. Nanti update resipi taucu plak. hehe.. Selamat mencuba!
I just back from clinic to clean up the wound on my knee. Adeh.. I thought I just need to have some antibiotic. But the doctor said I have to clean up the wound.. Then what I have to say.. just let the doctor do it. It was quite hurt.. waa..
Happy 19th Birthday to Epol!!The OI class yesterday was so boring. Wearing blue colour never helped. The class ended at 5 pm. Then Tini asked me to accompany her to the ATM while Kak Eny and Kak Fiza was waiting for a van to go back to hostel. On our way, I sang a song by MJ- "you are not alone".
Suddenly.. I felt like I was flying in the air and sat on the ground.
"Ouch!"
I fell.My feet felt so hurt. I couldn't stand up. Then Tini hold me to stand. Then Tini shocked..
Dunking a Tiger biscuits in a hot milo while listening to the playlist on my blog. Thinking of everything.. All comes to my mind.
I have a class at 2pm. It is OI class(Organization of Information). Thinking of what colour should I wear? blue or pink. Hmm maybe blue. It can make me feel fresh and hopefully I will not sleepy in the class.
Life is going fine. I'll make it be meaningful and nice.
I was enjoyed eating Durian on yesterday with my parents at their chinese friend's house.
Santan, pulut and sugar were combined as Pulut DurianStrawberry ice cream as a dessertI'm done!!I just heard a song by MJ- You are not alone. I like this song as the lyrics is really meaningful to me..
I just got a news. My dad is in ward. Suspected by gastric. But the doctor said, he is so stress and that's why he got bleeding puke. I'm so worry.. I wanna be there with him now. Hopefully he will be okay.
I'm at college now after having a semester break for 2 month. Back to study and going to be busy again. I wish I could have a good life than before.
Well, I went to have lunch with Zam, Arif and Wawa. Now I'm alone in my room. All my roomates are out to town for fees payment.
I'm back to blogspot now as a long time I didn't update this blog.
I wanna be a new self. Hopefully I'll be as what I should be.
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Notes: I wish, one day, I'll get this perfume..
Yes. As I wish may a new day has come to me. I hope there will be some happiness that I will share here. This is gonna be the first memory.. let's start!
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