The most stupid things..

*sigh*

Tonight, I met someone who I supposed to not see. I did a stupid things as take me to the nightmares. It makes me be like a clown. I felt like a black sheep whenever we all are together. I tried to be as nothing happened between us. But I failed. I'm not ready yet. I'm still need times. Maybe I should not see him again. I'm forgetting him.

To a friend, thanks a lot for being a friend. Thanks for your efforts. I know you do not understand why I was being awkward. It was not your fault. It was just me. I really couldn't be like before. It's already different. Totally different..