The heart

I do not know what goes wrong with the heart. It seems empty and needing. There are a few hearts which want to get close to it. But there are too many choices that have to be examined. I want not make a fast decision.

Sometimes I do like someone. But I have to say NO even the heart says YES. Its because of afraid to make decisions. As the says said " Never wait for the rain in drought! its useless and painful". Because its so impossible to have.

What I have to do is just wait patiently. InsyaALLAH, ALLAH will give me a nice person who will make me happy.

Fever and Raya~

currently having flu and headache.. sighs. I have no enough rest for this few days. busy with preparation for Aidilfitri. My life is so tired but I am strong enough to go through it. wink!

Salam Aidillfitri to everyone.. hihi. Today I went to my old friend's house with my cousin, Nana. I met a few old friends which there was long time we did not meet each other. So happy but I felt a bit awkward. hihiii..

Arghh my head is acking.. need to get aspirin.. to0dless!!!

I miss to...

I waited for so long to write here. I have a lot of things to share here. But.. I loss my words. Didn't know how to create the words. When I start to write, I will erase it. Not satisfy with the words. sighs.

Di Batas Masa..

Setiba kita di batas masa
Nobat nafiri tiada bernada
Sehelai daun kering berayunan layu
Menanti saat di bawa bayu

Langit mendung hujan pun gerimis
Sayup terdengar sendu dan tangis
Bertitian bisikan kalimah nan suci
Berdoa mudahkan perjalanan
Terakhir ini

Berat mata memandang
Berat lagi tanggungan
Bebanan perasaan
Kendati pun sejarah
Dosa pahala pastikan di kira

Bagai terasa keresahan di jiwamu
Bagai terdengar suara meruntum kalbu
Tiada walau sesaga di bawa pergi
Tak berharga puja dan puji

Kala jantungmu bagai laut bergelombang
Lemah cengkaman jejarimu di genggaman
Betapa sukar untuk kita menerima
Tiba detik pasti terpisah
Di batas masa