misses

Harini mama masak nasi ayam sebagai juadah berbuka puasa. My favorite meal ever. Kalau mama masak, memang aku takkan tolak dan akan makan sampai dua pinggan. hehe. Tapi, harini aku tak lalu sangat. Tak tahu la.. Mama pun hairan kenapa aku hanya makan sedikit. Aku sendiri pun tak tahu.
Aku rasa mungkin kerana terlalu stress dengan masalah dan sebab itulah aku tak berselera untuk makan seperti biasa. Mama cuba memujuk supaya aku makan lagi walaupun sudah lewat malam begini. Kerana mama tahu yang aku memang payah untuk bangun bersahur. Nanti bimbang aku kempunan nak makan nasi ayam lagi. Yela.. orang jauh dari mama katakan. haha.

Tiba-tiba aku rindukan abang shah, abang yo, abang efi dan adikku, okie. Rindu saat kami menghabiskan masa bersama. Sekarang memang susah untuk bersama. Masing-masing sibuk dengan urusan sendiri. Waktu raya pun sibuk ke rumah kawan-kawan. Tambahan pula cuti yang singkat.

Whatever it is, nanti raya kena spend time sama2. At least a day. Kita kena kotakan hasrat kita untuk gi picnic yea. haha..

A growing industry of Records management.

The number of companies claiming to provide records management services continues to increase daily. It would appear that anyone with a warehouse and a van is offering this service but is it as simple as a warehouse and a van?

In the past when companies were looking for solutions to remove or reduce costs from their business, their first port of call was to remove old files from their expensive office space and put them into deep storage in a remote warehouse where the price was low and access was minimal.

Over the years, legislation has evolved to such an extent that companies have had to be far more diligent in the way in which they manage their corporate records; with stringent retention policies, group standards, and procedural compliance, all being created to adhere to the ever changing legislative requirements.

Understandably, as a direct consequence, technology too has developed in leaps and bounds. Companies now require active management; so they can quickly and easily locate and retrieve the information that they are looking for. Not only does this enable organizations to meet their statutory obligations, but can also give them a competitive edge when talking directly to their customers on the phone for example. Storing information is no longer as simple as putting boxes in an dark, remote, warehouse.

All personnel are potential ‘records’ creators and they all need to understand whether the information they are creating needs to be stored securely and confidentially or securely destroyed.

So, to be successful in this business there has to be a high level of trust and confidence in the supplier by the future client.

One needs to be able to create an environment whereby the records are captured, managed and maintained in a consistent manner irrespective of whether they are electronic or paper. Access to documentation needs also to be restricted to authorized personnel only. One of the major barriers that many organizations face is whether they will be able to access their records when required and to ensure that sensitive data will not fall into the wrong hands. A good records management company should be able to guarantee that records will be physically, or digitally, delivered instantly for urgent items but more normally within 24 hours for the majority of documentation.

Information also needs to be held in a secure environment protected against floods, fire, and intruders. For reasons of confidentiality, suppliers should not publicly disclose the identity of their clients to anyone.

In addition to the physical security and protection of the storage environment, documents also need to be shown to be originals, free of alteration; or in the case of soft copy documents, where the original may no longer exist, to be shown as a true facsimile of the original. This may require special management and certainly will need a full audit history as a minimum. Consequently, it is important that a provider is able to adhere to stringent management procedures and controls.

Retention policies must reflect the requirements of law. If the records management supplier is using their systems correctly, they will be able to notify their client when items are falling due for destruction (remember, retaining a document longer than the statutory period is almost as bad as not being able to produce it in the first instance!) Ultimately, the audit trail will result in a Certificate of Destruction being provided to the customer to complete the life cycle of the documentation and to use as evidence that the client has adhered to the principles of their records management programme.

Standing still in this industry is not an option and the goal posts are constantly moving. Simply putting boxes on a shelf and leaving them in perpetuity is no longer acceptable. Destruction review programmes, deep storage solutions, active file management, digitization, integrated IT systems, and much more, are areas that records management companies need to explore.

Despite the records management industry becoming a complex business, the barriers of entry remain very low. Anyone with a good reputation, a structurally sound warehouse and reliable transport network is quite capable of starting a records management business. Industry experts in the UK estimate that the outsourced opportunity lies at some £5 billion. However, the market is very diverse with some industry sectors being extremely well developed with their own records management programmes, whilst others have yet to ‘dip their toe’ into the marketplace.

Morning says.

Good morning!
I'm going back to campus. Class is at 2pm.
Actually I feel so lazy to drive.
I have to get ready for the assignments and coming tests.
Sighs. So busy lately..
I have to sacrifice my attendant to Brass band Co curriculum. It has been a couple of weeks I didn't attend to Co cause I'm so busy doing my researches. I'm so sorry to friends and thank you so much for understanding me.

Now thinking of what baju should I pick.. hehe. I have listed for pink, yellow, green and purple. Hmm what about purple? It's lavender colours.

macam-macam lagi..

I just got back from accompany my lil brother to the clinic as he got fever.

'Snappy-snappy' while waiting for the turns.

So glad that he just got a normal fever

I went to KB Mall with my brother in this afternoon and bought a new pendrive for Rm55 .

KINGMAX, 8Gb.

The guilty

Wondering why I'm still don't have the strength to stay away from the past memories.
Feeling so guilty to myself.
I had tried but it's still not enough.
I know it was like a myth.
But it leaved me a scar.
No one understands..
I need a help to get the strength..
I want to move on..

Timeless~

Korean version

An dwae yo nal no a beo ri myeon
Him deul eo do yeo gi deo meo mul lo yo
Jo geum man do bol su i da myeon
Nam eun sa rang man keum uso bol taen dae

Timeless...
I byeol eun a ni jyo
Han bon eui sarm i ra myeon
Ji geum oo rin dae
Hold tight, baby
Timeless...
I ga seum ae mud o yo
Sun gan eui yeol byeong cho rom
Jam shi man a peul bbun i ni
We both agree
This is timeless love

Sae sang eun da ga ji man
Seul peum ma jo ham kkae ga neun geon ga yo
No mu geu ri wo
Ddo nal bul ro bun geu dae
Ma eum bbun in sang cho man mo mul gaet jyo

To hae haen nun mul sam ki myeon
Geu ddae so ya ar gae dwir kka yo
Nae son jab a yo
Ddo na gae mal a yo

Timeless...
I byeol eun a ni jyo
Han beon eui sarm i ra myeon
Ji geum oo rin dae
Hold tight, baby... Timeless
I ga seum ae mud o yo
Sun gan eui yeol byeong cho rom
Jam shi man a peul bbun i ni
We both agree
This is timeless love

Yeah
Baby it's timeless
Hold tight, baby... timeless
Dol a gal su i do rok
Sun gan eui yeol byeong cho rom
Jam shi man a peul bbun i ni
We both agree..
This is timeless..
This is timeless... love


English version

You can't leave me
Stay here even if it's hard
If I can see you just a bit more
I'd smile for the amount of love left

Timeless, it isn't separation is it?
If there's one life, it's us now
Hold tight baby, timeless
Stain it on this heart
For it will only hurt like a moment's fever
We both agree
This is timeless love

I'll be leaving with the world
But will sadness also go with me?
You call for me for you are yearning
I will only leave scars on the door to your heart

Will I know after I swallow the tears that I've heaved from inside of me?
Hold my hand so I can't leave

Timeless, it isn't separation is it?
If there's one life, it's us now
Hold tight baby, timeless
Stain it on this heart
For it will only hurt like a moment's fever
We both agree
This is timeless love

Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Baby, it's timeless
Oh baby it's timeless
Timeless, so I can go back
For it will only hurt like a moment's fever
We both agree
This is timeless love

Salam Ramadhan Al Mubarak

childhood song

This is my favorite song when I was a child. At that time, I didn't understand the meaning. But now, it's meaningful..

Teratai layu di tasik madu
by Fauziah Latiff.

Walaupun tasik kekeringan
Tak mungkin teratai kan tumbuh di darat
Begitulah takdirnya cintaku di ibarat
Tak akan berubah perasaanku terhadap dia

Mengapa dia yang ku cinta
Sedangkan ku tahu sikapnya begitu
Dia pandai berpura dan pandai bermain kata
Setahun bersama bak seibu tahun tersiksa

Aku tidak sudi melihat dia lagi
Walau dalam mimpi pun tidak ku ingini
Aku rela menjadi teratai yang layu
Daripada mekar di dalamnya tasik madu
Biarkanlah ku begini
Dan tak mungkin ku kembali
Bersamamu

Macam-macam

Good morning! Harini aku bangun awal. Ada banyak kerja yang harus dibereskan. Kelas is at 2pm. So sempatla nak buat kerja. Kena basuh baju (guna washing machine) tp kena 2 kali sbb baju banyak sgt. pastu nk buat asgment yg lecturer swuh buat mggu lepas. adeh.. lupa lak.. nasib baik, semalam Tini bagitau.
Actually kepala aku ni masih lagi sakit. Penat sebab baru balik dari Ipoh. Sampai pukul 11 semalam. Parents terus hantar aku ke kampus. Sebab bimbang tak sempat untuk ke kelas hari ini. Plus, kereta aku tinggal kat kampus.

Minggu ni aku nak siapkan semua assignment. By hook or by crook, semua kena beres. Banyak lagi kerja yang aku kena buat. Kalau tangguh, bimbang tak terbuat. Minggu depan mungkin aku akan akan start buat research untuk subjek Information Technology, Organization of Information dan Record management. Untuk subjek PC maintenence, aku sudah mendapat idea untuk final project iaitu tentang iPhone.
Tentang practical training selama 5 jam dekat library pun aku belum buat lagi. Sedang menunggu jawapan dari lecturer dan tarikh yang sesuai.

Semalam seorang classmate aku telah disahkan positif H1N1. Aku beristighfar dalam hati. Bagaimanakah keadaan Aishah? Aku baru sahaja mengirimkan sms padanya 3 hari lepas setelah mendapat berita yang dia dimasukkan ke ward kerana demam.
haih.. Sudah banyak kes berlaku mengenai wabak ini. Semakin menular dari hari ke hari.. risau dibuatnya.
Pelajaran pun terganggu kerana terlalu banyak cuti yang perlu dilangsungkan. Aku juga ada terdengar bahawa UiTM akan ditutup selama 1 bulan. Tetapi akan diganti dengan cuti semester. Adeh.. xde cuti semester la jawabnya.. dah la cuti study week dah kena tarik dek cuti seminggu yang lepas.Tapi semua ni khabar angin je. Masih belum tahu hitam putihnya lagi.

Erm petang ni ada pasar malam kat town. Tapi aku tak rasa untuk ke sana. Bila difikirkan, makanan yang dijual tu bersih ke? Tambahan pula dengan musim demam sekarang ni.. Kalau boleh, aku nak bawak semua periuk belanga dan masak je sendiri kat hostel ni.. haha. Tapi..berangan je la.

Ups! kain dah siap.. nak gi amik and jemur then basuh yang second.
To0dlesss!!!

Bicara pada bintang by Rossa

Tiga waktu berlalu
Rentang hatiku menyayat
Wajah kasih yang dulu
Hadir dalam tidur

Malamku penuh mimpi
Pertemuan tak terjamah
Sinar di ujung sana
Menerangimu

Pernah kau berkata
Bila ku merindu
Bicara saja bintang kan mendengar
Maka kau kan merasakannya

Aku tahu diri
Semua takkan mungkin
Biarkan saja semua jadi kenangan yg mungkin
Takkan terlupa sampai kau menua
Biar saja

Hujan di ujung bulan
Biar jadi saksi hati
Betapa pun mencinta
Ini takkan mungkin

The nice memory..

A few pictures have taken when I was in KL with Arfah..

Arfah and her beloved, Min at White Coffee.

My meal at White Coffee

Arfah's cat which I afraid of. huhu.. But its a pamper cat.

Sadly, I don't keep the pictures of the dinner at Arfah's college.. It was the most gorgeous night I ever had. I wore a pink Indonesian kebaya with selendang as the theme was traditional. Thanks to Arfah and Min for the hang out. I'm gonna miss the memory..

In KL~

I'm in kl now.. just arrived at 10.30pm. My parents sent me to Arfah at Jelatek stations. Then they go check in at hotel. I stay with Arfah at bukit Antarabangsa. At last, I have a time with Arfah as I waited for so long.
Arfah invites me go to dinner at her college for tomorrow night. I agreed. But I feel so shy to join actually.
So tomorrow I'll follow Arfah to anywhere..
Tired now.. need to sleep~

Boring

Just finished the assignment of IT subject. Have to submit it tomorrow.

And now, got nothing to do.. a little bit bored.
My roommates are watching movie. But I don't feel like want to join. Not interested at the movie.

Maybe going to get some sleep..

Good night!

The quiz

I just took a quiz about my birthday in my facebook. Let's see the answers..

• Loves to chat
• Loves those who loves them
• Loves to takes things at the center
• Inner and physical beauty
• Lies but doesn't pretend
• Gets angry often
• Treats friends importantly
• Always making friends
• Easily hurt but recovers easily
• Daydreamer
• Opinionated
• Does not care of what others think
• Emotional
• Decisive
• Strong clairvoyance
• Loves to travel, the arts and literature
• Touchy and easily jealous
• Concerned
• Loves outdoors
• Just and fair
• Spendthrift
• Easily influenced
• Easily loses confidence
• Loves children

Hmm I think the answers are totally right.. kuangg kuangg..

sigh

*sigh* I'm having hard days through this week. I don't know why I'm being so0o0 forgetful. My stuffs are everywhere. I forgot where I put them. Then when I start to find them, my head will be scratched by my nails. Where are they? argghhh~

And now, I lost my pen drive. Its 4gb. Where is it? OMG! What's wrong with me?? why I'm being like this?

A motivation

This is what Arfah has said to me.. I don't think I'm. Neway, thanks dear. I know you have tried to make me forget all the such things. Don't worry, I'm okay.

"You're pretty and you know it, clap your hands! This is a toast to us, for the men who have us, the losers who had us, and the lucky bastards who are going to meet us!"

Dissapointing..

what should I say.. I'm so dissapointed of what you have said to me like I was in your game.
Yes, I feel like I was so fool. Did you really played with me? But why? What have I did to you..?

I don't know what I should do then? I thought I'm strong enough to accept the truth. But I'm not. All this while I'm trying to be as honest as I could. I don't know why I always being lied.

All the memories were a lie. Anyway, thanks a lot for made me realize that I was in your game. But I'm still don't know why I was selected.

Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed (I would pray)
I could breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get on board a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

Twilight

This is one of my favorite movies. I like the character of Edward(Robert Pattinson) as hero. He is so protective and loving person. He does everything to protect his girl, Bella(Kristen Steward).
I admire the character so much. If I'm Bella, I must be a lucky girl.
Yes, I'm dreaming of a guy like Edward. Love me honestly and never hurt me.hoho..
But its just a dreams. Will I meet a guy like him? (hopefully) . As long as I sincere to my heart and my love, there must be a gold to me.

Can't wait to watch the new Twilight-new moon..

Good morning!!

On this weekend I have camping for Brass band corps. But aku tidak bermalam di dalam hutan sebab hutan UiTM is renovated. So semalam aku bermalam di Pusat Islam(Surau) sebagai tempat mengadakan perkhemahan.
Even kami menggunakan sistem sentri dan shift aku adalah pada pukul 2am to 3am, tapi aku tidak tidur for the whole night. Aku hanya melepak bersama rakan-rakan sambil berkongsi cerita masing-masing.
Zam, Wan, Din, Arif, Kak mas, Ira dan Nor rancak berkongsi cerita tentang pengalaman hidup masing-masing sementara aku hanya mendengar dan cuba berfikir (seolah-olah belajar dari pengalaman mereka). Kebanyakan cerita mereka adalah berkaitan dengan cinta. Wahh! Kisah yang tidak jemu untuk aku dengar.
Zam pula tidak puas-puas mengusik aku tentang mencari pasangan. Dan aku hanya memberi reply seperti biasa yang mereka terima, "Belum masanya lagi".
Kami berborak sehingga ke pukul 5am. Kerana tidak dapat menahan dek mengantuk yang teramat, aku meminta diri untuk naik ke atas untuk berehat.

Setelah aku pulang ke hostel untuk mandi dan berehat, aku mendapati Bilik aku bersepah dan tunggang langgang.
"Seronok sangat nak keluar sampai tak sempat nak kemas bilik ke?". Bisikku dan beristighfar dalam hati.
Roomates aku telah keluar untuk makan angin. Biasalah, weekend. Inilah masanya untuk berseronok. Sayangnya aku tidak dapat bersama kerana terpaksa handle camping. Tapi seronok juga bersendirian di dalam bilik. At least, aku dapat privacy untuk be alone as I like to be.

Kemudian, aku memulakan operasi untuk mengemas bilik. Agak penat. Namun aku berpuas hati setelah semuanya kembali clear.

Now aku diberi masa untuk berehat di hostel dan mungkin akan kembali ke tapak camping dalam pukul 11am.Tidak sabar menunggu hari sabtu. Aku ingin berehat sepuas-puasnya dan menikmati saat hujung minggu dengan relax.

A song by Siti nurhaliza

Untuk Selamanya

Andainya ku pergi
Usah disesali
Kerana ku sangsi
Adakah cinta masih di sini

Andainya kau tahu
Ku mencintaimu
Ku pasti dirimu
Tak akan tega melukaiku

Sampai bila akan begini
Menyimpan rahsia hati
Relakanlah aku pergi
Walau cinta masih di hati
Dan airmata menemani
Langkahku yang semakin tak pasti
Membawa kelukaan ini

Bila sampai waktu nanti
Ku harap kau kan mengerti
Mungkin bahagia atau derita
Takdir ku terima

Tuhan tunjukkanlah
Cahaya kebenaran
Kenangan bersamamu
Kan bersemadi
Untuk selamanya

Depressions

When I depressed of something, I'll go shopping alone. Even just for a window shopping. Or I'll drive to anywhere and listen to my favorite songs loudly.

Same like now. I'm so depressed! When I'm hurt with someone, I couldn't talk, listen to them and even see them. Feeling like want to shout loudly to them and say " Shut up!! I don't want listen to you even hear you!".

So to reduce my depressions, I'm listening to my favorite songs loudly from my computers. I put the earphone into my ears. So I can't hear of anything else. Let the songs calming my feelings.

Today

I went out with Ana today. We had makan-makan and a long chat as there was quiet long time we didn't see each other. I bought her a slice of secret recipe's cake as to celebrate her belated birthday. Actually I wanna celebrate it with Arfah too as she got same birthday with Ana. But so sad that Arfah could not join us. But nevermind. At least we had met yesterday.

Tomorrow I'm going back to campus. Class starts at 2pm. So I'll go at 12pm.

I'm dizzy.. don't know why. Maybe don't have enough rest.

Vacation

I'm on my way back to Kelantan. Actually I'm not satisfied with this vacation. I wanna stay a few days more in KL. But I have to go back. Class will starts on monday.

Last night I went to KLCC to wacth movie- 'Harry Potter' with my brothers. Then this morning I went out with Arfah to accompany her to buy some stuff. I bought some gifts for my friends too.