what the heart says..

Assalamualaikum..Hello dan hye! with a very good morning and heva nice day to us. Am curently listening to Maher Zain's song, InsyaALLAH (malay version) repeatedly. The song is so nice and touching. I do love those songs by him. It would makes me awake from my day dream. Who am I.. what am I doing..

Yes, am in despair for this few days. Having a problem (can't describe). I feel like in between and hard to make decisions even I can make it for my own good. But no.. I have to think about others too. I do not want let others hurted. But it seems I have to. I have no choice. Yet, I do not make any decisions. Am praying to Him and hoping for the best way. InsyaALLAH.

Hmm I am a bit tired actually. I have no times for myself. I am trying to give my times to everyone needs as I could. But there is still a bit unfair and unsatisfied. I am so sorry. I am trying my best.

For 'si Dia'.. yes, I do like you since we met. But for nowadays it seems 'I like you more'. I am so sorry. I know it supposed to not happen. I do not know why I have this feeling towards you.
I am not easy to fall. But when my heart points to you as Allah's willing.. I choose you with a sincere. And you know what.. you have all what I need. But just a thing. Your heart!!. I do not have that. I do not know whether it will be mine or not.
I can not have a hope as you will give me a positive feedback. Do not worry. I am still awake to know what is the truth. InsyaALLAH, Allah preserves us.
But sometimes, I think to get rid from you. Delete all about you. Your facebook and your phone number. Ahaaa.. Should I? I can not help myself. I can not stop to greet you. I know sometimes it does make you feel bored. Am so sorry, dear. Am trying to stop it. Soon yea..

Oh I have a lot of assignments. I just finished one of them last night. Yet, still have a few. Fwuhh.. I got to go. To0dles!!!