Sweet song

H.A.P.P.Y

Alhamdulillah.. thanks to ALLAH Almighty for his gift. At last I can further my study to degree. So I am going to Puncak Perdana, Shah Alam. Will be there for 2 years.

Wahh I am so super duper HAPPY!! Again, Alhamdulillah Ya ALLAH.

P.H.A.T

Ahh my Goodness!! I am putting on weight. I have gained about a kg. Even it is just a kg but I can see the different. The spare tires are everywhere.. warrghhh..

Plus, my face is full of pimples! Ouchhh!! ::Ugly::

I do not know what to do.. I just wait patiently and let it reduce by itself. But I feel so ugly nowadays. huhu.

I need to start take a healthy diet and wok out. Have a jog, aerobic and whatsoever.. huhu. Ahhh please be strong!!!

::1 Muharram 1432H::

Alhamdulillah syukur ke hadrat Illahi, dengan limpah kurnia-Nya kita selamat mencapai tahun baru. Salam Maal Hijrah buat semua muslimin dan muslimat. Semoga tahun ini menjadi lebih bermakna dan membawa keberkatan kepada kita semua. Jadikan yang lepas sebagai iktibar dan pembakar semangat kita semua untuk teruskan hari-hari mendatang yang mungkin penuh dengan dugaan-dugaan baru. Semoga kita juga menjadi lebih tabah menghadapinya.

InsyaALLAH. ALLAHU AKHBAR!!

::w0nderful::

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Mengapa Hawa tercipta saat Adam tertidur dan Hawa melahirkan saat dirinya terbangun??

Seorang laki-laki jika dia kesakitan, maka dia akan membenci. Sebaliknya wanita, saat dia kesakitan, maka semakin bertambah sayang dan cintanya.

Seandainya Hawa diciptakan dari Adam As saat Adam terjaga, pastilah Adam akan merasakan sakit keluarnya Hawa dari sulbinya, hingga dia membenci Hawa. Akan tetapi Hawa diciptakan dari Adam saat dia tertidur, agar Adam tidak merasakan sakit dan tidak membenci Hawa. Sementara seorang wanita akan melahirkan dalam keadaan terjaga, melihat kematian dihadapannya, namun semakin sayang dan cinta nya kepada anak yang dilahirkan bahkan ia akan menebus nya dengan kehidupannya.

Sesungguhnya Allah menciptakan Hawa dari tulang rusuk yang bengkok yang tugasnya adalah melindungi Qalbu(jantung, hati nurani). Oleh karena itu, tugas Hawa adalah menjaga qalbu. Kemudian Allah menjadikan nya bengkok untuk melindungi qalbu dari sisi yang kedua. Sementara Adam diciptakan dari tanah, dia akan menjadi petani, tukang batu, tukang besi, dan tukang kayu. Wanita selalu berinteraksi dengan perasaaan, dengan hati, dan wanita akan menjadi seorang ibu yang penuh kasih sayang, seorang saudari yang penyayang, seorang putri yang manja, dan seorang istri yang penurut.

Dan wajib bagi Adam untuk tidak berusaha meluruskan tulang yang bengkok tersebut, seperti yang dikabarkan oleh Nabi Muhammad SAW, “jika seorang lelaki meluruskan yang bengkok tersebut dengan serta merta, maka dia akan mematahkannya.” Maksud nya adalah dengan kebengkokan tersebut adalah perasaan yang ada pada diri seorang wanita yang mengalahkan perasaan seorang laki-laki.

Maka wahai Adam janganlah merendahkan perasaan Hawa, dia memang diciptakan seperti itu. Apabila seseorang wanita mengatakan dia sedang bersedih, tetapi dia tidak menitikkan airmata, itu berarti dia sedang menangis di dalam hatinya. Apabila dia tidak menghiraukan kamu setelah kamu menyakiti hatinya, lebih baik beri dia waktu untuk menenangkan hatinya sebelum kamu meminta maaf. Dan wanita sulit untuk mencari sesuatu yang dia benci untuk orang yang paling dia sayang.

Dipetik dari Blog Nya Mas Rully

::Korean words::

Hello : annyong hashimnigga (formal)

Good bye: (to someone leaving) annyonghi kaseyo

Good bye: (to someone staying) annyonghi kyeseyo

Please : put’ak hamnida

Thank you : kamsa hamnida

F.r.I.e.N..d.S

Hello, Hye, dan Assalamualaikum. Nama saya Lisa Surihani.. ecehh.. ngahaha. ikut trademark intro Lisa sat.. *berangan. I love you, Lisa!! hehe.

Erm the weather is cloudy. My fingers typing words on keyboard while the minds thinking of a thing to be expressed in here. Well, am finishing a novel, "Masih Setia" by Aisya Sofea. Which I just bought it on last Thursday. It is just for fun as I have much times to spend. Actually I am not fanatic to novels but it is just for sometimes when I have much free time. Plus, it must be a love story novel. hehe. Because I am a sentimental. *wink!!

Just now, while I was eating tablets of panadol, I saw an old letter with my old books in rack. Then I get it and read. The letter was from my old friend, Fadhil and I got it about 4 years ago when I was in form 5. I still could smiling while reading it. It was a touching letter.
Well, when I was in secondary school, I never closed to guy friends even in my class. I was a bit shy. Then Fadhil sent me a letter as to make friend with me. But he did at the end of the year when we were having SPM. I accepted him as my friend and we became close at that time.
He was so kind and always care for me. He consulted me, made me laugh and many more. I appreciated what he has done to me for until now. Thanks a lot, Fadhil. Even we are not close anymore, I hope we always success in our life. Good luck to you!!

For now, I am friending close to a guy friend, Izzat. He is also a nice guy. Well he is my old friend too but he is my ex-schoolmate when I was in primary school. We were lost in contact when we went for secondary. Then now, we met on Facebook. Now he is studying in Egypt by doing medical course.
Actually I feel so humble and small to him. Because he is so high class educated person while I am in a low class. haha. It makes me awkward. So I tell myself for just be friends to him and share his intelligent as it could make me learn and educate myself. Because friends are flexible and anything. Ahhh it sounds selfish ayte? naahhh do not get me wrong..! It is just effect and a positive thinking while I feel so humble with him. I like to friend with Izzat. He is so nice guy and could make me smile either. *wink!!

Hmm friends.. I love my besties so much. Fiza, Arfah, Ayien, Tini, Sholl.. Thanks a lot for colour up my life. Without you guys, I do not know whether I could smile or not. You are my world!! Good luck for us and I miss you damn much!

Sarange??

Ups! what is sarange? As I know, Sarang haeyo is korean words which mean, "I Love You". Ermm is that the same with "sarange" which meant by him? Ahahaha..

what is going on? I hope it was just for fun . He did not mean anything rite?

The strength

Alhamdulillah.. I'm still alive in this peace world of Malaysia. I am so grateful as I am still standing in this world and face all the problems, joys, happiness with a strong heart.
All this while, I thought I am so weak and unlucky. But, actually, I am the lucky one because I can face the challenge of life. Not everyone can move on like this.

Alhamdulillah Ya ALLAH..

nothing to do~

Now at TM Kopitiam at Tanah Merah alone. waiting for a friend for lunch. Sighs. I'm so hungry. Feeling can not stand up anymore. Hmm kindly thingking of what I wanna eat. Maybe kuey tiaw lagna. yummy!!

While waiting for my friend, I wanna share a lil bit about my story for current. Hmm I just past the final presentation for Entrepreneurship subject. But my group have to redo it because there were too much wrong. So maybe we will submit the assignment tomorrow. By the way, my final examinations so soon. About next week. Haiyaa I'm totally not ready yet. Hope I can prepare for it as good as possible.

Sighs. Where is my friend. So hungry.....should I order my meal first? Almost 45mins here. Feel can not wait anymore.. how??

My Birthday ::05102010::

I was so happy for yesterday. Its my birthday and guess what I got? a lot! haha.. Its out of my thoughts. It was a wonderful day I ever had. I got nice wishes from everyone. I got smiles, great time with few persons around me, kenny rogers (my first time and never!), and of course a few gifts. My Goodness!! It was so awesome.

The surprised thing I did is I skipped class. hehe. But just a class. It was because I want to spend time with a person. Who? He is my old friend. He?? Yea.. 'he'. Come one.. I am 21 years old. We are a friend. Well yes I did a surprising thing. Hmm He is my ex schoolmate. I like to friend with him. Cool right? =)

Then I went for dinner with my parents and Kak Zana (my mom's friend) at Kenny Rogers. I do not like the meals because it is so common and so expensive. Huuu I'll never go for second. Its gonna be my first time and last. Serious!! But i had a great time last night. Thanks a lot to them. I love you all!!!

Then... my parents gave me a gift. Its so special. A handphone! A pink sonyErricson- W395. I love it! Thanks a lot. By the way, Kak Zana gave me a wonderful blue sari. Well she just got back from India. I love it. Think to wear it for my engagement day. ngahaha~ so mengarut! it must pink okay! I think want to wear it for my convocation day in April soon. But I am not gonna make a sari. Will make a kebaya maybe.

Hmm I am so thankful to ALLAH s.w.t for my greatest day. Alhamdulillah.. He gives me a happiness. Syukran ya ALLAH..

The heart

I do not know what goes wrong with the heart. It seems empty and needing. There are a few hearts which want to get close to it. But there are too many choices that have to be examined. I want not make a fast decision.

Sometimes I do like someone. But I have to say NO even the heart says YES. Its because of afraid to make decisions. As the says said " Never wait for the rain in drought! its useless and painful". Because its so impossible to have.

What I have to do is just wait patiently. InsyaALLAH, ALLAH will give me a nice person who will make me happy.

Fever and Raya~

currently having flu and headache.. sighs. I have no enough rest for this few days. busy with preparation for Aidilfitri. My life is so tired but I am strong enough to go through it. wink!

Salam Aidillfitri to everyone.. hihi. Today I went to my old friend's house with my cousin, Nana. I met a few old friends which there was long time we did not meet each other. So happy but I felt a bit awkward. hihiii..

Arghh my head is acking.. need to get aspirin.. to0dless!!!

I miss to...

I waited for so long to write here. I have a lot of things to share here. But.. I loss my words. Didn't know how to create the words. When I start to write, I will erase it. Not satisfy with the words. sighs.

Di Batas Masa..

Setiba kita di batas masa
Nobat nafiri tiada bernada
Sehelai daun kering berayunan layu
Menanti saat di bawa bayu

Langit mendung hujan pun gerimis
Sayup terdengar sendu dan tangis
Bertitian bisikan kalimah nan suci
Berdoa mudahkan perjalanan
Terakhir ini

Berat mata memandang
Berat lagi tanggungan
Bebanan perasaan
Kendati pun sejarah
Dosa pahala pastikan di kira

Bagai terasa keresahan di jiwamu
Bagai terdengar suara meruntum kalbu
Tiada walau sesaga di bawa pergi
Tak berharga puja dan puji

Kala jantungmu bagai laut bergelombang
Lemah cengkaman jejarimu di genggaman
Betapa sukar untuk kita menerima
Tiba detik pasti terpisah
Di batas masa

Pintu Rindu by Dato' Siti Nurhaliza

Telah ku daki puncak tertinggi..
Telahku turun lembah dan gurun..2x

Tidak ku temu mana pintu mu..
Untukku seru rasa rinduku..2x

Telah ku daki puncak tertinggi..
Telahku turun lembah dan gurun..2x

Sungguh ku buta dalam cahaya..
Sungguh ku lupa tika bahagia..2x

Sedang kau dekat bukan dimata..
Sentuhku erat di pinggir jiwa

Sedang kau dekat di pinggir jiwa..2x

Biarkan airmata melimpah..
Biarkan luluh cinta tercurah..
Segala kasih rindu tertumpah..
Seluruh hati aku berserah..

Ya Allah....

Ku tunggu waktu bila bertemu..
Hidup matiku hanya untukmu..2x
Hidup matiku hanya untukmu..

words of the day.. hihi

The happiness would comes and go just like a wind blowing.. It could not be forced to stay as a selfish does. Sometimes we have to let it go and face the other chapters in life either a sad or a happy chapters. Well, life does have paterns. Like a sugar and salt of life.

saya cook?? macam tak caye.. hehe

Hari ini saya diminta untuk memasak buat santapan makan tengahari oleh umi (nenek).. hihi. Kekok juga pada mulanya maklumlah dah lama tak pegang senduk ni. setakat goreng keropok tu ok la.. haha. Kesian pula melihat Sunini (mak saudara) yang kepenatan menjaga baby. Jadi, apa salahnya saya turut membantu bagi meringankan beban.

Hmm seronok juga yea sekali-sekala dapat memasak. Tapi hanya sekali-sekala.. bukan selalu.. haha. Kalau selalu tu, rasa malas juga.. hihi.

Menu hari ini ialah nasi+ikan jaket goreng+tempe goreng+sayur peria goreng+ikan tenggiri masak asam pedas (yang satu ni, umi yang masak.. hihi).

Sabah bah~

Hmm today is my second day at Sabah. But I never go anywhere yet. Just staying at my aunt's house. Well, I have to wait for a weekend to go out because my uncle is working on weekdays. But nevermind.. I have two little girl to play with. Yasmeen and Amanda. Yasmeen is so funny and very entertaining. So fun to be with her while Amanda is still baby.

I'm thinking of to call my cousin, Nanik whether she can pick me up to go out or not. Yeah, I will but later.

Nothing much to write actually. Just to update the blog as got tired of being bored.. Hehe.

Kindly thinking of my little new born cousin, Nina.. miss her lots.

Says from the pure hearts

Alhamdulillah, syukur ke hadrat Illahi dengan limpah kurnia-Nya, saya dapat kembali berkongsi cerita di sini setelah beberapa lama menyepi.. Hati ini masih teringin untuk meluahkan rasa dan berkongsi cerita di sini. Namun, ia hanyalah untuk kepuasan diri sendiri sahaja.

Sahabat.. Hmm saya sangat berminat untuk tekankan isu ini yang juga tercatit dalam senarai perkara-perkara yang penting dalam hidup saya. Pelbagai cabaran dan dugaan mengenai dunia persahabatan ini. Pahit, manis.. semua telah menjadi asam garam kehidupan.

Saya masih lagi berjauh hati dengan seseorang yang pernah menjadi sahabat saya suatu ketika dulu. Dia seorang yang begitu mengambil berat. Namun, dia seorang yang tidak pandai memahami masalah saya. Bukan maksud saya ingin mengheret dia ke dalam masalah saya. Cuma ingin difahami tentang masalah-masalah yang saya hadapi sehingga saya terpaksa membataskan waktu untuk menghubunginya. Tetapi biarlah, dia telah membuat keputusan untuk memutuskan persahabatan kami. Tiada paksaan dari saya. Cuma saya mendoakan agar dia lebih tabah melalui kehidupannya dan semoga dia berbahagia sentiasa. Aminn~

Hati dan perasaan tak siapa boleh paksa bukan? Ada yang mengatakan yang saya ini terlalu memilih. Haha. Biarlah apa mereka hendak kata. Yang penting, saya cuma mahukan yang terbaik. Selagi hati saya tak suka, bagaimana saya mahu memberi. Ya, saya juga sedar diri. I am not perfect but I just need the best to complete my life. Semua orang juga mahukan yang terbaik, bukan? Cuma saya masih belum menjumpai yang benar-benar tulus untuk saya. Bukan mencari, hanya membiarkan masa menentukan segalanya. "Ada jodoh, tak kemana".

Hmm sudah 2 dekad saya melihat dunia ini. Saya seorang yang tabah juga, yea. Banyak pengalaman yang saya lalui. Semuanya membuatkan saya lebih mengenal erti kehidupan. Cuma, diri ini masih jahil mengenai bab-bab akidah. Terasa terlalu jauh ketinggalan. Dunia juga semakin lemah. Sempatkah saya menuntut ilmu-ilmu yang ada untuk menebus kejahilan diri?
Semakin hari, saya merangka misi-misi untuk dijadikan realiti. Kuatkah diri untuk terus beristiqamah? Tawakkaltualallah.. InsyaALLAH..

SALAM..

Salam..
Sekian lama aku meninggalkan blog ini tanpa sebarang coretan. Kini, aku kembali untuk menulis semula tentang hari-hariku yang semakin penuh dengan cabaran.

Alhamdulillah, kini aku semakin teguh berdiri berbekalkan semangat baru dan pengalaman yang telah mendewasakan aku. InsyaALLAH, pemikiran juga semakin matang untuk lebih kuat untuk menempuhi hari-hari mendatang.