The new driving license

Waa finally, I got the big license(Malaysian Driving License). Good bye 'P' license. hehe..
So I don't have to worry about 'P' sticker anymore whenever want to drive. I can drive any car, anywhere and anytime. Wow!

Today, when I pick my mum at her office, I met my old classmate, Fatteen. What a suprise! It has been a long time we didn't see each other. She is doing practical there. Well maybe now is practical season for polytechnic students.
I did not have much time to have a long chat with her because I have to go to the JPJ to renew my license with my mum. Maybe tomorrow I'll spend time with her for lunch.

Notes: To my brothers.. pasni, pinjam keta yea.. anytime! hehe.

A song by Acha Septriasa- 'sampai menutup mata'

embun di pagi buta
menebarkan bau asa
detik demi detik ku hitung
inikah saat ku pergi

oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
berikanlah aku hidup
takkan ku sakiti dia
hukum aku bila terjadi

aku tak mudah untuk mencintai
aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta
aku tak mudah mengatakan
aku jatuh cinta

senandungku hanya untuk cinta
tirakatku hanya untuk engkau
tiada dusta sumpah ku cinta
sampai ku menutup mata

cintaku sampai ku menutup mata
oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
berikanlah aku hidup
takkan ku sakiti dia
hukum aku bila terjadi

Jalan-jalan

Today, I bring Iqah to Tesco. We played some games there, shopping and makan-makan at Chicken Rice Shop.

Iqah's meals

My meals

Iqah is having her meals

Understands

Hidup ini terlalu complicated bila kita tidak memahami. Memahami apa erti kehidupan, erti cinta, erti persahabatan, erti benci, erti sedih dan sebagainya. Semuanya perlu difahami dengan sebaik mungkin supaya tidak tergelincir dari maksud yang sebenar.

Hidup aku juga pernah menjadi complicated bila aku tidak memahami semua erti-erti dalam hidupku. Walaupun aku telah mencuba, namun ia hanyalah cubaan yang tidak sepenuhnya. Dalam erti kata lain, aku tidak bersungguh-sungguh untuk memahami.

Kini, aku telah terfikir akan semuanya. Apa sepatutnya aku lakukan dahulu. Aku perlu mempunyai pemikiran yang rasional dan memahami.

Dahulu, aku mempunyai seorang sahabat yang rapat denganku. Dia perlukan aku di saat dia kesedihan. Dia cuba meluahkan segala-galanya padaku. Namun, aku tidak cuba memahami dan merasai apa yang dirasai. Aku gagal menjadi seorang sahabat untuknya. Jika aku ketepikan semua perasaanku pada ketika itu dan memahami dirinya, pasti kehidupan akan menjadi baik. Adakah aku perlu ketepikan perasaanku sendiri?
Ya, mungkin aku salah. Aku salah kerana menjadi naif dalam banyak perkara. Aku tidak memahami permainannya. Tapi, adakah aku dijadikan sebagai boneka permainannya?
Kalaulah aku memahami dirinya pada ketika itu..
Namun, semuanya sudah terlambat. Aku tidak dapat memutarkan waktu yang lalu untuk kembali. Aku dan dia tidak ditakdirkan untuk bersama. Biarlah ia menjadi sejarah dalam hidupku. Sekurang-kurangnya ia adalah satu pengalaman yan mematangkan aku.

Kini, aku juga sudah memahami semuanya tentang hidupku.
Aku bersyukur kerana mempunyai keluarga yang menyayangi aku walaupun adakalanya ada pertelingkahan. Biasalah asam garam di dalam rumah tangga. Aku cuba berfikiran positif dan memahami mereka. Aku juga bersyukur kerana mempunyai abang-abang dan adik yang baik, penyayang, nakal, dan funny. Aku terhibur bila ada bersama mereka walau adakalanya aku juga menangis bila disakat mereka. Aku akan ketawa sendirian bila semuanya dikenang.

Semua kenangan di dalam hidupku merupakan pengalaman yang berharga bagiku. Semuanya akan aku jadikan iktibar dan tauladan. Aku akan lebih memahami semuanya..

Holiday

UiTM has been closed for a week. It is because of there's too many students got fever. But it is not suspected by H1N1.hehe..

So, I have a week to be at home and do what I want. But I don't think I need some rest. I'm still thinking of what should I do for this holiday.

Today, I tidy my room then went out with my mom. I bought a new jeans and dress as I do need it. Oh, my auntie just arrived from Sham Alam by flight. So, maybe tomorrow I'll bring my little cousin, Iqah to tesco. Actually, I had promised her to bring her out on 2 weeks ago when she came here. But, I broke it because I didn't have enough times to spend with her. So tomorow I'll fulfill the promise.

Bytheway, I need to renew my license first. I forgot that the Post Office is not open on weekend. Can't wait to have a big license as I free to drive and do not have to think about 'P' sticker anymore. lalala..

anything

What I'm going to type... hmm..
Last night, a friend told me everything about what have been puzzled in my minds. I have no words to comment. Lazy to think about it anymore. It was such a nightmares.

My life is going fine and smoothly busy. I'm planning for the assignments and researches which I'm going to do. Hopefully it will be going fine. I'll do my best.

Friends.. I'm good with them. No problems. Arfah will come to my place in 1st of August. Luckily its weekend and I'll spend time with her. Can't wait to see her.

Tomorrow I'm going to renew my license. Yesh! I'll not use 'P' sticker anymore.

Resipi

Ikan merah masak asam

Bahan-bahan:

• 3 Ulas bawang putih
• 2 Biji bawang merah
• 1 Inci halia
• 1 Inci kunyit
• 1 Sudu besar cili giling
• 2 Keping asam keping
• Secubit garam
• Secawan air
• 3 Ekor ikan merah
• Sedikit daun kari

Cara membuatnya:

Mula -mula, bland bawang putih, bawang merah, halia, dan kunyit sehingga lumat. Kemudian tumiskan di dalam periuk sehingga mengeluarkan bau. Selepas itu, masukkan secawan air, garam, dan asam keping dan dibiarkan mendidih.Kemudian, masukkan ikan dan daun kari. Biarkan sehingga mendidih dan hidangkan.

Sup sayur cendawan

Bahan-bahan:

• 3 Ulas bawang putih
• 2 Biji bawang merah
• 1 Cawan air
• 2 Batang sayur lobak
• 1/2 Batang lobak merah
• 1 biji cili merah
• Beberapa biji cendawan
• Secubit garam

Cara-cara membuatnya:

Bawang putih dan bawang merah dimayang dan ditumiskan sehingga mengeluarkan bau. Kemudian, masukkan 1 cawan air dan dibiarkan mendidih seketika. Kemudian, masukkan cendawan dan lobak merah dan dibiarkan seketika. Kemudian, masukkan sayur lobak, cili merah dan secubit garam. Setelah mendidih, hidangkan.

Notes: Sorry ya abe shah.. baru post resipi ni kat sini. Actually da post kt wordpress. So lupa nak bagitau. Nanti update resipi taucu plak. hehe.. Selamat mencuba!

Wound cleaning up

I just back from clinic to clean up the wound on my knee. Adeh.. I thought I just need to have some antibiotic. But the doctor said I have to clean up the wound.. Then what I have to say.. just let the doctor do it. It was quite hurt.. waa..

The med that I got from the clinic.

Happy birthday Epol!

Happy 19th Birthday to Epol!!

Happy Birthday to you..

Happy Birthday to Epol..

Happy Birthday to you..

I wish you will get whatever you wish..

Be good, never give up and always look forwards..

Heva nice birthday!!

Unexpected day..??

The OI class yesterday was so boring. Wearing blue colour never helped. The class ended at 5 pm. Then Tini asked me to accompany her to the ATM while Kak Eny and Kak Fiza was waiting for a van to go back to hostel. On our way, I sang a song by MJ- "you are not alone".
Suddenly.. I felt like I was flying in the air and sat on the ground.

"Ouch!"

I fell.My feet felt so hurt. I couldn't stand up. Then Tini hold me to stand. Then Tini shocked..

"Ya Allah! Mimie.. your kain..blood"

"Oh no.. Ouch!"

I was so shocked because my knee was bleeding badly. Then, Kak Eny and Kak Fiza came to get us. Thankful that they was still at the bus stop. Then they helped me to get into the van and went back to hostel. I couldn't walk properly. Both of my legs were so hurt.
Then, all my roomates helped me to clean up the bleeding part of my knee. They are so kind. Thank you.. Now I know that you all have a skill in medical.. haha.

These are the medical kit which have been used by them

And now I'm at home. Just back at 12pm. I need to rest and massage for my feet. Hopefully I'll get well soon..

Thinking?

Dunking a Tiger biscuits in a hot milo while listening to the playlist on my blog. Thinking of everything.. All comes to my mind.
I have a class at 2pm. It is OI class(Organization of Information). Thinking of what colour should I wear? blue or pink. Hmm maybe blue. It can make me feel fresh and hopefully I will not sleepy in the class.
Life is going fine. I'll make it be meaningful and nice.

Durian time~

I was enjoyed eating Durian on yesterday with my parents at their chinese friend's house.

The durians named as 'Durian Kunyit'

Santan, pulut and sugar were combined as Pulut Durian

Strawberry ice cream as a dessert

I'm done!!

The most stupid things..

*sigh*

Tonight, I met someone who I supposed to not see. I did a stupid things as take me to the nightmares. It makes me be like a clown. I felt like a black sheep whenever we all are together. I tried to be as nothing happened between us. But I failed. I'm not ready yet. I'm still need times. Maybe I should not see him again. I'm forgetting him.

To a friend, thanks a lot for being a friend. Thanks for your efforts. I know you do not understand why I was being awkward. It was not your fault. It was just me. I really couldn't be like before. It's already different. Totally different..

My fav song..

I just heard a song by MJ- You are not alone. I like this song as the lyrics is really meaningful to me..

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says

(chorus)

That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone

All alone
Why, oh

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
something whispers in my ear and says

(chorus)

Whisper three words and I'll come running
And girl you know that
I'll be there
I'll be there
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Bad news

I just got a news. My dad is in ward. Suspected by gastric. But the doctor said, he is so stress and that's why he got bleeding puke. I'm so worry.. I wanna be there with him now. Hopefully he will be okay.

My day..

I'm at college now after having a semester break for 2 month. Back to study and going to be busy again. I wish I could have a good life than before.

Well, I went to have lunch with Zam, Arif and Wawa. Now I'm alone in my room. All my roomates are out to town for fees payment.

Back!

I'm back to blogspot now as a long time I didn't update this blog.
I wanna be a new self. Hopefully I'll be as what I should be.